If I believe it, see you walking through the door
Can I hold you once more
They don't believe me and I don't care
I need you here, it's all too much
And I'm alive
I will survive this feeling for you and I
Inside my eyes
Inside my eyes
In my eyes
I've seen the places, faces, things you could have seen
I've come to be a human being
But it's all illusion, smoke and screen
Could this be real or just a dream?
Ah
And I'm alive
I will survive this feeling for you and I
Inside my eyes
Inside my eyes
In my eyes
Why
Has this happened
You left, I’m here
I want to disappear
Can’t let go, lost control
I feel you, I see you, I hear you
I need you
Red runs
Toxin sweeps
I am not a dream
I am in the sky
Your guardian
You woke me up
Now let me sleep
You filled the void
I open me up
And set me free
I release
Quiet now
Lasting peace
I am not gone
I live through you
(Spoken)
I have felt it, where you went and where you've been
I've hungered, longed, ached, and wanted
I always realized, but I couldn't know, or maybe more hopeful
But I'm here, and I've found you here
I hoped to run, but my legs are cold
(Sing)
Cold and still, calling me to the horizon of night
I’ll follow your light, escape regret
(Whisper)
The night is too calm
I've felt this fear before
And felt this close
As I lay you down, and this heart cracks
Hollow, dark, alone
Frozen touch to skin
I breathe
And I watched you, I watched you bleed
Until I had nothing left to feel
And I held on, while I fell weak
I saw your face look so serene
If it's all true, what you see
Can I still trust you to follow me?
Now I watch you, you weep for me
Until I have nothing left to feel
But I live on, while I found peace
Haunting of my last release
Awake
I am here
Watch me
Awake
I am here
Watching
All my eyes see is pain and black
I force them shut, yet it all still comes back
I breathe (2x)
credits
from The Seven Year Plan,
track released May 1, 2021
Music by Curtis Lewis & Ralston Mims
Lyrics by Aron De Simone & Caleb Brooks